I feel like I am constantly one step away from flying off the handle. My poor wife and kids usually catch the brunt; I have less patience than usual for my 2 year old son and his temper tantrums. He and I have been having dueling tantrums. It just seems like everything has an element of frustration to it...minsitry,family technology. I took 45 minutes today to just try and be still before God. It felt good. But now I am frustrated with that. I should spend 45 minutes a day before God because He deserves it not because it feels good. I long for a life of peace, you know the kind that passes understanding, and a much slower pace. I don't think Jesus raced from program to program or service to service.
Get up earlier, start my day with God before my kids or wife wake up, concentrate on relationships not programs, be so in tune the spirit of christ that it cannot be contained.
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my reflections, ramblings, and somewhat deep thoughts
