It's been a while since my last post. Ministry things are really busy, Jake has been going through a tough patch of tantrums and not really wanting to listen but more than anything I have been trying to figure out what my problem is. In my last post I complained about programs and people and while their maybe some very real things to be frustrated with there I think there is other stuff. I feel like I am always one little mishap away from getting really angry. You know how you feel at the end of a really bad day where a bunch a stuff goes wrong...that's I feel most of the time.
I shared some of this stuff with a friend who said he went through a very simialr stage in his life and it was only after processing this stuff with the help of a counselor that he was able to get beyond it. So, do I talk to someone? If so, who? Can I afford it?
Lord give me wisdom, I really want to get beyond this stuff. Forgive me for letting it come between us.